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Mood - Dissatisfied, Unwelcome.
Well, hello.

I'm sorry if I've written quite late... I just finished practicing our dance for our TLE class. I'm having a hard time because we will have our performance next thursday. I can say I did have a good time... but the experience could be better. I have volleyball varsity trainings on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays after dismissal. Schedules may vary depending if we have games or postponed practices. I'm not in a good mood to write but I'll try to write as good as I can...

1. Problems with our class and my friends... - Ok... firstly.. The other day, my very very very close friend (I'm not exagerating or anything..) and I had a misunderstanding. I was finding a group for our dance ... and I ask her(yes, a her), if i could join theirs.. She replied that they were already full and are already finished.. (I had a bad feeling about this) I saw this as a no.. and she told me to ask her groupmate(1) if I could join. The groupmate didn't have a definite answer... The somewhat delayed it in my opinion... that was just before dismissal. After being dismissed, I overheard the two talking whether they will accept me or not. I heard her say "Praprankahin ba natin siya?" to her groupmate( meaning "shall we tell him the truth). I was upset because they could just have said it at the beginning and i could just have found another group to begin with. Then when I entered my class early(I'm usually third next to my close friend and a significant person[Really is significant... to me]) I didn't talk to her in the morning.. I showed signs of dismay and left the classroom just after i put my bag in my chair. In our english class, I decided to tell her my reasons for not talking to her in the morning.. so we are fine now. Secondly, our class is getting boring day by day.. less people seem to talk to me, less people paying attention to what i say, less people who do good in class(which means more do bad stuff), which I obviously dislike when it's too much(not hate). Some almost show no respect to the teachers.... I'm having a hard time.. I pity the class officers who work hard and get scolded for not leading the class properly(which they always try to do, except, the people who were told to stop what they are doing keep doing them, resulting in an environment where people do anything they wish to do.... (I show otherwise for those who DON'T do their proper jobs.) Just today we had a sermon from our teacher..

2. Problems with somethings... - I mentioned we just recieved a sermon from our batch coordinator(teacher). Well, she mentioned that we may very well be a not-so-good batch, got angry with us, tried to make us listen to them(teachers). One thing i didn't like about her speech not her) is it is quite redundant. It seems like she can't say anything other than they recieved complaints and all those bad stuff that our batchmates aledgedly did, not that i don't approve of it, but i really is boring. Other than that, she keeps saying our batch is full of people who have bad attitudes, our failing marks, and everthing.. Sometimes, I just laugh some of them off.. I heard her say that "It's ok to brag if you pass all your subjects." well thats good, but the continuation - "Pass your grades by all means"(I was thinking, cheating is encouraged?) i smiled at our advisor, he added, "except cheating".. lol The batch co. also said that we were very disrespectful of teachers, doing/ telling inappropriate stuff about them in blogs(like mine does? huh?) in websites and other computer related stuff. I hated the 20 minutes of hell that time....


Sorry if i forgot something... tc.

- Niex