Counter Hate Post. Wow.

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Well, to begin with this post, i have two things to ask of you. The first one is to be quiet about what I will post, as it might hurt other people or the ones involved. Second... just have fun reading it (if you find it funny, most likely not).

I have this great friend of mine (no really, SHE is my friend) that I will introduce to you... by means of her blog.

Site : http://www.xanga.com/absclaudine/550415844/item.html

This great friend of mine just made a outstanding post. A "HATE" post. Wow, that's just great isn't it?

Well, thanks to her "Hate" post. I was given a chance to make use of my debating skills :P. I will rebut on every thing that strikes and amuses me.

(If you haven't noticed, this post is full of sarcasm. Don't be mistaken, this is all true.)
*she really is my friend. and classmate


Let's Start?
Now if you were wondering, i was the one who had the name -_- in her cbox. I was just really p!ssd off when i read her post.

Her post: wow. it's been a month and a day since i last wrote here. haha. oh well.
the second semester has begun and the third term is eventually about to end weeks after this term is only very short, so i guess i have to study abit harder. well. i've gotten my
card yesterday, and...WAIT. WAIT> I have so much to relay.

Comment: wow great. just normal stuff...

Her Post: remember i told you about the essay contest? well, we competed last week, or was that last last week? november 16th. the title was, winner or loser: your choice. and guess that. without ANY expectations and desires, I WON. chyeaah right. no. seriously. i just did. nov.21. English Program. I was abit bored I admit, esp. when the second year were performing. in our school, high school programs last for a long period of time. the clock said 5.00pm and we were still in the auditorium, making the best out of our boring lives.................Thanks to my cousin Jean who always supports me.

Comment: yeah cool. congratulations. good job(I mean this).
Evil Comment: yeah sure. Everyone who gets a shot in that contest can win... not that I'm being too bad.. but it's true. Ain't it? Also, too bad you didnt get the chance to rise to the stage. And also, before you complain again that no one told you "wow", here's my answer, WOW.

Her Post: anyways, I'm being too emotional, eh? well. seriously. To tell you the truth when I heard that I won, the first thing that came to mind was, "YES!! MAGIGING KILALA NA AKO SA BUONG HIGH SCHOOL!" not knowing I was extremely wrong about that. Because I wrote in my essay that fame and glory isn't important in winning. Besides, until now I still feel nothing. Winning some thing like that was no use. No one cared anyway. Only me, my family and relatives. Ack. I feel really bad.

Comment: Who told you you would be the BANG? Yeah sure, it's a great honor to know you yourself have won. It is because you don't even share what you write... I personally haven't got a copy of it, that people dont recognize you. You don't get famous by that alone. In an essay, you need to write using your heart. It is not enough to use only your mind. Self-centered people... >.<. One more thing, you should write those things for the fulfillment of yourself. You should not think really that SOOOOO MANYYYY people will read it. Remember that. I'm being good now eh?

Her Post:Besides, things are getting worse in school. Ok, I might say I have become close to 2 of my buddies, but I'm trapped in the miuddle of 'em. Believe me it's really weird. Don't wanna talk about it. Another one is there's this person in our class that I thought she hates me. So I hate her. Then now she's like being so parinig to me as if I don't know who she is talking about. What a jerk. A useless jerk. Above all, my life kinda still rocks. I just have to make it more full of "rock'. LOL.

Comment: Ok, that's personal. And one more thing, you don't have the right to name a person like that.

Now... How do you feel now that at least someone cared to answer your post? huh? And Maybe.. more people will read YOUR post because of MINE. Have fun in life.

NOTE: I’m sorry for the people I may hurt in writing this again. I have no personal hatred against people like these.

----NO PEOPLE WERE HURT IN THE MAKING OF THIS POST.----

*Edited using MS Word for proper formatting. Took me 1 hour 26 mins :P 2 pages.

Im sorry...

Ok... so.. I haven't written in a long time.. I've been busy with so many things. Well maybe not.

My list:

-What I've done:
- AP/EP project(scrapbookng, which obviously i dun like)
- Filipino Project(Alay-pasasalamat)
- Study Chinese
-Write weekly chinese caligraphy
-Light the candle
-Sleep.

Well... typhoon 'Milenyo' struck Luzon last thursday. Good thing the secretary of education announced earlier the suspension of classes on all levels one day before the heavy rains and strong winds that reached 170kph i think hit the capital. The next day, Our electric supply was dead. killed by the strong winds of the storm. Guess what, we just got our electricity back just today at around 6am. I had to do many things under the light of the candle which obviously is a hard task. Good thinlg we had a friction rechargable flashlight, which helped me do things more efficiently and an emergency lamp. The heat was unbearable. we got our handfans and fanned ourselves.

The Aftermath was devastating. the highways looked like forests, billboards destroyed.. cars turned upside down, roofs flew in the air, destroyed walls and more.. what made this typhoon so strong was how the wind was directioned. the wind was moving in a circular motion, the power so great it sucked more air as it passed through the place.

Im quite sleepy now.. ill just continue tom. sorry again.

uhuh...

Mood - Dissatisfied, Unwelcome.
Well, hello.

I'm sorry if I've written quite late... I just finished practicing our dance for our TLE class. I'm having a hard time because we will have our performance next thursday. I can say I did have a good time... but the experience could be better. I have volleyball varsity trainings on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays after dismissal. Schedules may vary depending if we have games or postponed practices. I'm not in a good mood to write but I'll try to write as good as I can...

1. Problems with our class and my friends... - Ok... firstly.. The other day, my very very very close friend (I'm not exagerating or anything..) and I had a misunderstanding. I was finding a group for our dance ... and I ask her(yes, a her), if i could join theirs.. She replied that they were already full and are already finished.. (I had a bad feeling about this) I saw this as a no.. and she told me to ask her groupmate(1) if I could join. The groupmate didn't have a definite answer... The somewhat delayed it in my opinion... that was just before dismissal. After being dismissed, I overheard the two talking whether they will accept me or not. I heard her say "Praprankahin ba natin siya?" to her groupmate( meaning "shall we tell him the truth). I was upset because they could just have said it at the beginning and i could just have found another group to begin with. Then when I entered my class early(I'm usually third next to my close friend and a significant person[Really is significant... to me]) I didn't talk to her in the morning.. I showed signs of dismay and left the classroom just after i put my bag in my chair. In our english class, I decided to tell her my reasons for not talking to her in the morning.. so we are fine now. Secondly, our class is getting boring day by day.. less people seem to talk to me, less people paying attention to what i say, less people who do good in class(which means more do bad stuff), which I obviously dislike when it's too much(not hate). Some almost show no respect to the teachers.... I'm having a hard time.. I pity the class officers who work hard and get scolded for not leading the class properly(which they always try to do, except, the people who were told to stop what they are doing keep doing them, resulting in an environment where people do anything they wish to do.... (I show otherwise for those who DON'T do their proper jobs.) Just today we had a sermon from our teacher..

2. Problems with somethings... - I mentioned we just recieved a sermon from our batch coordinator(teacher). Well, she mentioned that we may very well be a not-so-good batch, got angry with us, tried to make us listen to them(teachers). One thing i didn't like about her speech not her) is it is quite redundant. It seems like she can't say anything other than they recieved complaints and all those bad stuff that our batchmates aledgedly did, not that i don't approve of it, but i really is boring. Other than that, she keeps saying our batch is full of people who have bad attitudes, our failing marks, and everthing.. Sometimes, I just laugh some of them off.. I heard her say that "It's ok to brag if you pass all your subjects." well thats good, but the continuation - "Pass your grades by all means"(I was thinking, cheating is encouraged?) i smiled at our advisor, he added, "except cheating".. lol The batch co. also said that we were very disrespectful of teachers, doing/ telling inappropriate stuff about them in blogs(like mine does? huh?) in websites and other computer related stuff. I hated the 20 minutes of hell that time....


Sorry if i forgot something... tc.

- Niex

How's life?

Hello again,

Maybe now i might feel a lil' better since i haven't really gone to class yet. The last time a wrote an entry was 2-3 days ago. That was thursday i think. We had quite a short vacation... from thursday to sunday(now). But that includes thursday's P.E. and when i stayed late at our school on saturday. So much for a vacation eh? Well, I call that vacation because in a month, rarely will I have any time to meditate or do something peacefully.

I just shown my card to my mom, and angry she was. I might place my scores here... maybe later? or the next day. Maybe I'm too embarrased to post them ;p

Scores:
Filipino I - 81 (just right for me)
Mathematics I - 92 (pretty good)
English I - 88
Science I - ( composed of the two science subjects under)
General Science - 83
Earth Science - 78 (I really don't likt this subject, even the teacher)
Makabayan - 84 (this is the average of all the subjects under this namely - TLE, MAPEH, AP(Philippine History) and EP (maybe Religion)
AP - 90
TLE - 84
EP - 79
MAPEH - 79
Chinese Litlature - 70 (ahh, i hate it)
Chinese Composition - 82
PEHM - A-
Deportment/Conduct - 86/B
Oral English Proficiency C

Remarks - English- He should distribute interests in all subjects to avoid failure.
Chinese(Translated) - Your effort is not enough, work harder.


Well, That's all for now. I'm working on something now.. hope you'll bear with me.. I'll tell you other things, about 'the topics' next time..

Good Luck! May God be with you.

-Niex

hate... maybe not.

My blog, in my language...

Ilalabas ko na ang mga laman g puso ko na itinago ko noon pa man.

Para ba akong walang kwenta para sabihan na wala ka nang ginawa na maganda? na lahat nalang inaasa mo? sino ba naman ang
matutuwa kapag sinabihan ng ganyang kasakit na pananalita. Ganitohin ba naman ako? hampas-lupa na ba ang tingin mo sakin? hindi mo man sinadya ang sinasabi mo, hindi mo ba naisip na nakakasira ka ng damdamin ng sinasabihan mo? ha? walang utak at walang modo na ba ang tingin mo? ( labag sa kalooban ko na sabihin ang mga pangalang tumutugon sa nagsabi noon )

ang sakit ng puso ko ngayon ay hindi lamang dahil sa mga salita na iyon kundi pati narin dahil sa aking minamahal... maaring nagkulang ako, pero hindi naman dapat ako ginanito! masakit sa sarili ko ang malaman na may iba ka na, pero wala naman akong magagawa sapagkat wala na akong karapatang mangulo o kahit magkipagsalita ng matino sayo. lahat man nang gawin ko ay parang wala nang halaga sa iyo. hindi mo ba napapansin ang ibig kong ipahiwatig sayo? mahal kita, kahit anu man ang mangyari. yan ang nilalaman ng puso kong nagdurusa ngayon. wala na akong inisip na iba kundi ang mapalapit saiyo kahit man maging magkaibigang matino... iyon lamang ang tanging pakiusap ko sa iyo... maawa ka na saakin.

-Niex

You see...

Mood: Dying..., Longing for.....

This problem i was about to tell you the last time i posted something here....Well, it's not quite right to consider this a problem for others... but this is my blog isn't it? ;p

I dunno how i will start this entry but... Well, i have problems with this girl in our class... It's not that i hate her.. Infact, I love her... We got along together the first few months in school... but now... I'm not really sure... I just think that she's like avoiding to converse with me... 1st quarter, she told me that she likes me... I believed her... we talked happily(I think). Then one day she just said to me she doesn't like to be with me... or something like that. i was shocked to have heard her say that. I was of course saddened(who wouldn't? if you really care). I cried, for that was the only thing i could do... i didn't know the reason.. so the next day i asked her... and she said the 'reason'. I really thought that she didn't tell me the right things... I doubted. The next day, I knew the real reason from other people..( its harder if you hear those things from other people... than herself). Im sorry if i can't explain these things thoroughly because other people might see and get hurt. I hated myself for believing her... even though i think that trusting her was really right. Then just yesterday... I learned something that flabbergusted me the whole day, it was the shock of my life.. she liked another guy.. And mind you, that guy is so not cool... he copies what people do, and not to mention, he joins a group of students that he's not really welcome in, all the guys in that group are annoyed by his deeds... He thinks all the girls like him. but the girl has a reason, they have been friends for a long time. I really don't hate him personally, i even talk to him. but inside me i am thinking, why would she have liked him just after that, easily.. I was thinking that she really didn't like me... My friends told me to just quit, but i still wont, i wanna prove my point, that i still love her no matter what... even though she does those things.. i know she doesn't want to hurt me... but she does in the process in trying not to tell me all the things shes hiding from me... and that hurt me very much.. I just wish she read this....

I just love you... i really do.

That explains why my grades suddenly dropped... I'll try my best to recover... Wish me luck. ;p

-NieX

I am so sorry...

I'm so sorry i didn't have the chance to write for some time now... but i'll try to write whatever i remember since i last wrote this one.... firstly, math class is getting kinda hard for me... ;p it kills me to see those variables. second, im having a hard time in my chinese classes, especially the history one... I'll explain later.

We had a new seat plan.. ill try to post that one later... or not. Anyway, I can keep up with my seatmates so there's really no problem except one. I'll try not mention names here unless they're very imp't or they just annoy me. As for my time in middle school, I'm making many mistakes, well that's in my opinion... and I hate it. We also had a fun time in our fire drill conducted just the other day... we ran and that's cool (lol).

2nd quarter already started and my first term just ended, quite fun. Well, first things first, I'm not expecting 2nd quarter to be any better. Just at the start of the term, our professors are already hating us. Our chinese advisor left us, and we( me n' my classmates) hate our new one. Our english advisor just took his exam for the teachers, (he's new but he's good for a new one) I just hope he passes it, 'he's' really cool. My grades are getting quite low but I'm not really that worried about them(don't tell lol) ;p. Well, i just got my report cards the other day, i had one red mark, ahh damn. I really have a big problem.... I'm not usually like this. I'm really good at school. I'm not moody as well... It's just that...

I'll juz explain the next time I make an entry. ;p

Truly Yours,
-NieX